Awakenings

Glimpses of the Divine in the Mundane

Tony Compolo tells the story of a time when he was in another town on a business trip.  He couldn’t sleep because of the time change and so he went on a walk and found a diner that was opened.  He went in and decided to get something to eat.  While he was sitting there, a group of women came in.  He could tell by their conversation that they were prostitutes who were working and came in for a break and something to eat.  He overheard one of them stating that tomorrow was her birthday.  The rest didn’t seem to care and joked with her, asking her, “what do you want us to do?  Throw you a party or something?”  “No,” the woman replied, “I’m just saying it’s my birthday, and why would I have a party?  I never have had a birthday party…”  The conversation changed to something more shallow and soon they all left.  Tony got an idea and asked the guy behind the counter, Harry, if these women came in frequently? Harry  replied that yes, they came in around the same time every night.  Tony then asked, “what if we were to throw a birthday party for the one whose birthday is tomorrow!?”  Harry loved the idea, even offering to bake the cake.

The next night came and Tony arrived early, decorating the diner with balloons and streamers, and a huge “Happy Birthday” banner.  The diner staff were all there, and the cake was decorated, and they waited.  Sure enough, about the regular time, the women could be heard nearing the diner.  Everyone crouched down and got ready.  As the women opened the door, everyone shouted “Surprise!!  Happy Birthday!!” and began to sing Happy Birthday as the cake, with candles lit, was brought to the woman for her to make a wish and blow out the candles.  But she just stood there.  Her knees got wobbly and her friends helped her sit down.  She began to cry.  The Happy Birthday song soon ended, and the awkward silence began to build, so the cook told her to blow the candles out.  But she couldn’t – finally Harry did it for her.  Harry then told her to cut the cake, but she looked at Tony and askd, “Is it ok if I don’t cut the cake yet? Can I take it home?  I want to show my mother.”  Tony told her she could do what she wanted with it – it was her cake.  And so she picked up the cake, stating that she would be back with it, and walked out the door.  Everyone stood in stunned silence.  Balloons and streamers still boasting celebration.  No one knew what to do, so Tony, not knowing what else to say, asked, “Can we pray?”  And so there in the diner, in the middle of the night, a prayer group of prostitutes, kitchen staff and Tony prayed for the woman who was celebrating her life.  When Tony said “Amen”, Harry asked him, “you sound like you’re a preacher.  What kind of church do you belong to?”  And Tony replied, “The kind of church that throws birthday parties for whores at 3 o’clock in the morning.”  To which Harry replied, “No you don’t, cuz if you did, I would go to a church like that…”

Wouldn’t we all?

(To hear the story from Tony Compolo, check it out here:)

 

Think about it briefly:  What is your church known for?  Is it known for LOVE or for creating controversy?  Is it known for being creative in ways to help others and relieve suffering, or is it stifling creativity and creating suffering?  Is the church known for being inclusive in its LOVE to ALL humankind, or does it pick and choose who has the rights and authority to be within its ranks? If Jesus were to walk into our church today, would we recognize Him?  Or have we already asked Him to leave our church hundreds of times, since He disguises Himself as “the least of these”…. (Matthew 25:40)  In the next couple of posts, I will be sharing my thoughts along this subject and I invite you to join me in dreaming about what it would look like if we actually loved radically the way Jesus did!  And maybe our dreams together can turn into a revolutionary reality of LOVE!

“‘I tell you the truth, when you did it to one of the least of these my brothers and sisters, you were doing it to Me!’”  – Jesus, Matthew 25:40

Recently I sent a text message to a friend…a text message that was meant to be seen only by my husband.  Awkward, right?  To make it more awkward, this friend is a male colleague of mine.  Thankfully all I texted was “when will you be home?”  My friend texted back “I am home now” which then alerted me to the fact that 0ops! I sent my message to the wrong man!  We had a good laugh.  (Thankfully I didn’t text my husband something more private!)

Being misunderstood is something usually so much deeper than the above scenario.  I think we’ve all been there.  When someone makes a judgement about you and won’t let you correct them.  Or when you or someone else says something apparently innocent, but for someone it packs a punch of hurt and offense because the connotations bite at a very real hurt unknown to the person who made the comment.  Being misunderstood.  It’s like being put into a box out of your control and how do you negotiate with the ones who have put you there – the ones who believe their idea about you, and not your truth?  How can you start the peace treaty talks when you’re the one who is in the prison of being misunderstood?  How do you try to correct a rumor or misconception about you or your character when the circumstances or persons in power have put a proverbial piece of duct tape over your mouth and so you feel you have no voice to raise?

Being misunderstood.  Right now I am feeling this tension.  With all the talk lately on women in ministry and women’s ordination that is happening within my denomination, it’s crazy to be at the receiving end of stigma, judgement, anger, and labels.  Let me make it clear that many in our church are in favor of women in ministry and women’s ordination.  But there are also those who are not in favor of it, which is ok:  it’s a great discussion and dialogue and there is much study and understanding coming to the surface.  But there is also much hurt being done in the name of “defending truth” and some of the methods that are being done of showing disfavor to women in ministry/ordination, is frankly, well, hateful.  I won’t go too in-depth.  However, the main item of misunderstanding that comes from those who disagree with women in ministry, is that they have a perception that women who are in ministry are women liberal feminists who are trying to trample upon men and take the role of the man.  They believe that women’s ordination (and most likely women who are pastors) are in a spirit of open rebellion and need to remember their “God-given role”.  So then I am now lumped in a box of being a feminist and in their minds am on a campaign of evil rebellion to raise up myself in a role that only belongs to a man.  (It’s a crazy hurtful thing to be misunderstood, especially by those who claim to follow a spirit of truth…)

But if they only knew me…and most of us… they would know this is not the case…isn’t that the frustration with being misunderstood?  If they had asked me, they would know that I am not a pastor to try to push a political agenda.  They would know that I didn’t even want to be a pastor because of all this bickering over the issue.  They would know that I don’t care about titles and politics within the church – that I love people and my students.  That I see the hurt in this world and I am raising my unique voice of love to try to drown out the hate that so tries to steal at us all.  If they really knew me, they would know that I yearn to work in collaboration with all races, genders, personalities, skill-sets, etc to LOVE this world that is looking for a picture of LOVE and has for so long seen only hate and dissonance within the Church.  My soul is tired and hurt once more – once more I find myself being misunderstood, all because I am following my God and wanting to change this world with LOVE… but alas, I am of the female gender (something I had no choice in and choose not to change) and therefore am put in the box of misunderstanding.

Being misunderstood.   No matter who you are on this spinning earth, you will be misunderstood.  There’s no getting around it.  The question, then, is what can be the beauty inside of being misunderstood?  How does one see it as a gift and how do you deal with being that person who is in that prison of misunderstanding?  Here’s what I have found to be my dance in this place of being misunderstood.  These are the jewels I have learned and what I do, and how I cope, and THRIVE!  These are the ingredients I have found that keep me from becoming bitter and resentful.  These truths I need to encourage myself with once again tonight.

How to Thrive Thru Being Misunderstood:
  •  Briefly analyze yourself and your situation to see if there is any truth in the accusations.  (I emphasize briefly because some of us can torture ourselves over-analyzing a situation, thus throwing fuel on the fire of our own soul).
  • Take out time to be silent and to mourn the situation – and then, as my dad used to say after a good cry when I was a kid, “wash your face” (in other words, listen to the pain, let it express itself, and then turn the page and show it by example that healing can come and that, because these are lies that are spoken, they do not define the authentic self and that it’s ok to move on).
  • See the misunderstanding as a gift – even though it may not feel like it, this is an oppurtunity to remember that the lies of others do not define you and never to bow to the opinions of others – it’s an exercise in being a free spirit, and not becoming slaves to the schemes of man.
  • Never stoop to their level – don’t say something or print something that you will not be able to take back and therefore chain yourself to shackles of regret.
  • Be you!!  You only have this one life and there’s only one of you ever!  Never ever ever change your sacred core self to try to stoop to the ever-changing mirages of other’s approval
  • Take Jesus’ example:  You don’t have to defend yourself – your works and actions and fruits will speak for themselves!  (And you know what they say about actions…)
  • Focus on what really matters – Your job, your family, ultimately your calling for this time in history.  Find yourself making the world a better place.  Take the negative energy that others are pouring on you, and let it motivate you to turn it into positive energy by loving all those in your sphere.  The world needs more love and heroes in it – there will always be the villains who will do everything they can to stop you from fulfilling your destiny, your calling.  I like asking myself:  if this were a movie, what would I want my character to do in this situation?  This is where the story gets good because the audience is on the edge of their seats wondering, “what will she do with this crazy turn of events?!”  Own it!
  • Surround yourself with people who love you and celebrate you!  These are the people who honor your true self and just being in their presence will remind you that the lies others tell about you are not even worth your energy.
  • Don’t bite the bait of controversy and gossip that may surround you.  So many times when we know that there are websites and news going on about us or our situation, there is a great temptation to see what they’re all saying…although it’s good to be aware of what is being said so that you can know how to answer, beware of the addiction of controversy that can become all-consuming (check out my blog “Addicted to Great Controversy“).
  • Try to follow Matthew 18 – Try to make an effort to talk to the person(s) who may be spreading this rumor or preaching against your character, and have a civil conversation of both sides sharing.  Sometimes when we hear where both parties are coming from, compassion can be birthed.  But this is not always the case.  If they don’t hear you out, then leave the ball in their court and let it go.  Jesus hinted at this concept when He referred to it as “shaking the dust off your feet” and moving on.
  • Remember that you can’t control others – but you can control yourself – you are the one who sees your face in the mirror at the end of the day – when you love yourself, you don’t need to prove anything to others because you know where you stand, and that love will flow out to those around you.
  • Remember the TRUTH about how God views you – You are Beloved.  Don’t let the voices of the naysayers become the voice of God in your ears.  It’s interesting to note that a lot of deep hurt has and is originated from the “godly”.   Many of them will try to convince you that they speak for God.  This is not true.  We now have the Holy Spirit, which means that God is everywhere and has the capacity and desire to be with and speak to each of us.  (Here’s some great reminder promises of God’s view of us:  Hebrews 13:6; Jeremiah 29:11; Romans 8:31-39; Deuteronomy 31:6; Joshua 1:9Matthew 5:10).
  • Laugh and keep your sense of humor – This is God’s gift to us of a reality check and an unconcious way of dodging bitterness.
  • Do your utmost to raise your voice of your story – misunderstanding is usually always the child of miscommunication.  If after the other party has heard your side of the story, and they still refuse to “hear” you, go in peace.  You’ve done your part – you cannot control them.
  • Always think TWICE, or even three or more times, when you feel the urge to put someone else in a box.  After surviving being misunderstood, don’t be the perpetrator to someone else.  Use your experience as a compassionate reminder to not consciously do the same to another human brother or sister.
  • Pray for those who are putting you in the box, as well as for yourself.  This can be hard at times.  But remember prayer is not a way of excusing the hurt that has been done to you – it is a way of staying free from bitterness, getting true inner healing from that hurt, and prayer reminds me not to put myself on a pedestal over others.  Sometimes pain can morph into self-righteousness – prayer helps keep this from happening.

(What would you add?  What are some things and ways you’ve dealt with being misunderstood that have worked for you?)

Wherever you are and whatever your circumstances are with being misunderstood, I leave you with this quote from Martin Luther King Jr:

“Change does not roll in on the wheels of inevitability, but comes through continuous struggle. And so we must straighten our backs and work for our freedom.  A man can’t ride you unless your back is bent.”

The “freedom” mentioned from this quote I take into my situation and interpret it as the freedom to not let the circumstances and words of others define my reality.  So straighten your back, hold your head up, and keep living the dangerous, misunderstood way of LOVE!

Just finished watching this great movie.  The movie A Thousand Words tells the story of Jack McCall (played by Eddie Murphy), a man who talks too much and cheats and lies his way to the top.  He is consumed with making money and getting only what he wants out of life.  He hears about a guru who’s fame seems to be rising, and all he can see are dollar signs.  So he meets with this guru, offers him a book deal, and thinks he’s gonna get rich.  The opposite is true.

He ends up with a mysterious tree planted in his yard, that seems to be strangely linked to himself.  Whatever happens to the tree, happens to him.  But something even stranger than this occurs – for every word he uses, the tree loses a leaf.  As the leaves begin to drop and he realizes they are dropping for every word he speaks or writes, he begins to try everything he can to get rid of this tree.  In some comedic moments we watch as he tries not to waste his words – a hard thing to do when you are used to talking and lying your way through life.  As the tree’s leaves fall with every word he says, he feels himself losing energy and like he is losing his life force.  He then realizes that if all the leaves on the tree fall, he most likely will die.  He attempts to stop the falling of the leaves by trying out religion, donating to charities, or doing random acts of kindness.  But to no avail – leaves just keep dropping every time he speaks.  Due to people thinking he’s crazy, he ends up losing his job, his wife leaves him, and he has no friends, except a random coffee barista and his lowly assistant from work.  He has nothing left except himself and the tree…and silence.

As he gets down to his last few leaves, he realizes he needs to do some soul-searching.  So in the forced silence of his circumstances, he begins to look at his own life and at his own soul.  He visits himself as a child in his memory, listening to his own pain and taking the time to see himself in that pain.   As the leaves get even fewer, he takes a walk on the beach and for the first time in years sees and hears the beauty of life around him – the miracle of the NOW.  He looks at his life and all the things that are beautiful – his child, his wife, his health.  With only a few leaves left, he finally sets out on a journey to use those last words wisely.  He visits his wife and child, his ailing mother, and finally his father’s grave.  With every last leaf he uses words that make a lasting difference – words that are not wasted.  That’s as much as I will say – you’ll have to see the movie for yourself to find out how it ends!

When was the last time you were silent?  When was the last time you listened – really listened – by holding the space for yourself, or for someone else?  When was the last time you picked your words carefully – not wanting to waste a single word – because life was just that precious?  When was the last time you stopped and really noticed life around you?  Not planning ahead to the future, or analyzing the mistakes of the past.  Not checking Facebook or your phone texts.  Not turning on the radio to drawn out your own mind – but just made yourself present to the moment at hand?  When was the last time you opened your eyes and ears to the messages of the Sacred that are falling all around us every minute of every day if we just take a moment and BE STILL.

A few weeks ago I spent some time in the mountains of Oregon.  It was a retreat of sorts, where the mornings were silent and we had time to listen – really listen – to our souls.  The place was a place of safety.  The others there were kindred spirits on a similar journey – a journey of longing for solitude, and wanting to slow down in this rat race we’ve created – this race we’ve almost convinced ourselves is true happiness.  That week was and still is amazing.  I’m still processing it – perhaps soon I will write about some of it here.  But one thing is certain, now that I am back in the “real world.”  This world we’ve created – this consumeristic living and comparing and surviving and mistrusting and this every-man’s-an-island mentality – this is not reality.  This is not the way it was or is supposed to be.  With coming back and these two realities colliding, this is what I see:  The more simple, the better.  The more broken and vulnerable, the healing can begin.  The more silent, the more truth and beauty is spoken.  There are things that we all have within our grasp – things that money could never buy.  But these things require a payment of sorts.  They require time – they require a willing risk to say no to the games of politics and religion and social classes.  These things require us to stop and listen and BE STILL.   (I will write more of this and some of my experiences in some future posts).

A long time ago, I remember hearing a cool poem of sorts.  Some say it’s a chinese proverb.  Other’s say it’s a “wise saying”.  I will put down what I remember of it, and add my own to it.  It went something like this:

Money can buy a house, but not a home

Money can buy a bed, but not sleep

Money can buy food, but not an appetite

Money can buy medicine, but not health

Money can buy sex, but not love…

What I would add, based on my limited experience:

Money can buy entertainment, but not happiness

Money can buy vacation destinations, but not peace

Money can buy a car, but not a free spirit

Money can buy an alarm system, but not security

Money can buy fashion, but not joy

(What would you add?)

May we realize that the very things our souls ache for are perhaps already in our hands.  In fact, the more we try to attain “stuff”, the more we lose the real stuff of life:  joy, peace, love and the Sacred.  Hush.  Be still.  Turn down the noise.  Put your money away.  Pause.  Do you hear it?  That’s the Sacred whispering your name.  And the questions you are running from and the peace you’re trying to buy?  Just stop for a minute and let the questions be heard.  And the peace?  The peace – it will come.

It’s over.  My life has come screeching to a stop once more.  Tires still spinning, eyes racing, activity over.  And it’s just me.  Just me and the sky.  Just me and my soul.  Heart still races from all the activity I’ve just come from.  Sweat still glistens as my life has been poured out over the last 8 months.  I look around frantically and see that I am in a field – a field with just myself.  The class of 2012 has graduated and left over the horizon, their journeys forever woven into ours.  The campus is eerily quiet, getting us all to question if the last school year actually did just happen.  And summer is rising upon us all – a reminder that time is charging on, being a friend or foe – it’s entirely up to us.  With this halt of scheduled activity, I am reminded once again that activity loves to mask itself as purpose…but it is not.  As I catch my breath I have a choice – to keep feeding my activity-driven world, or to allow myself to stop and look … and be.  To mourn, to remember, to sleep, to laugh.  To be still and know… and to remind myself once more of all the things that truly matter – things that cannot be bought or sold or faked.  Even though it still feels a bit foreign, I choose to stop and look…and breathe.  I invite you to do the same.  This rendition of Coldplay’s song really helped to give me that permission tonight.

“You are going to hell for this!”  I was astonished by what I was hearing.  Eyes burned with hot anger while looking at me.  All I had said was that I was a pastor, and this was the response.  This happened a few years ago, yet responses like this from some people are not a new thing.  Many people feel very strongly about this topic, Women’s Ordination and even Women in Ministry.  It’s very interesting  to think as to why it is such a hot topic?  Does it really matter who God chooses to use?  Perhaps it has to do with our perception of what ordination means, and even what the title “pastor” really is all about.   Therefore, it is a must that we look into the history of where ordination, especially the way we practice it today, came from.

When looking at the history on any topic, there are so many different directions one could go.  I will only be focusing on a few parts of the historical side of things regarding the topic of women in ministry and ordination.  As you can imagine, there are entire books written with more information historically on both of these topics.  I will include a list of books and articles that have been helpful in my research that I can recommend.  But the fact is I will only be scratching the surface.  However, what I highlight are some important insights into this topic of ordination and I think you will see why.  ‘

First of all, I will take a brief look at the history of women in ministry within the Adventist denomination, since this is where this hot topic is being discussed primarily at the time.  Secondly, I will focus on the rise of the modern-day pastor and the history of ordination, and will ask the question of whether these two categories are Biblical, especially in the way we recognize and practice them today.  Once again, as I have stated in my first 2 blogs on this subject (Ordination Part 1 – Biblical, and Ordination Part 2 – Spirit of Prophecy), it it not my intent to cause any controversy, but rather for us to prayerfully consider God’s take on this whole subject.

History of Some Female Pastors Within the Adventist Church

From the very beginning of the Adventist church, women were very prominent in leadership, pastoral work, and preaching.  This will be a brief overview of some of these prominent women.

Lucy Maria Hersey was one of the first women preachers who at first travelled with her father and spoke with such effect that “the people soon obtained the courthouse for her.”  Her ministry was lengthy and fruitful “and included the conversion of several men who took up the preaching of the advent message.”  (Women in Ministry, p. 219).

Abigail Mussey who at first was afraid to be titled a ‘preacher woman’ later described her experience:

“Preachers that oppose female laborers can shut up their houses, and refuse to give out their appointments; but they can’t shut up the private houses, or school-houses, and they cannot hinder others from giving out appointments; so there is no danger of shut doors or the way being hedged up…Doors opened, and I moved on, with sword in hand and the gospel armor on, with loving all and fearing none.  I knew in whom I believed, in whom I trusted, and who had sent me out.  My mission was from heaven, not from man.  My faith stood not in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.”    (Life Sketches and Experiences, p. 163-164).

Ellen Lane – first woman to receive a ministerial license by the Michigan Conference and the GC Conference in 1878.  She worked with her husband doing house-to-house labor as well as preaching “powerfully.”

Sarah A. Lindsey – Worked in the ministry with her husband, pioneering the work in western New York and Pennsylvania.  Her 1872 license permitted her to preach, hold evangelistic meetings, and lead out in the church business and committee meetings.  In one series of  meetings in Pleasant Valley, New York, she preached twenty-three times on the second advent.”

Hetty Hurd Haskell – Married to Stephen Haskell, trainer of Bible workers, gained a reputation for being a “powerful preacher”.

Lulu Russell Wightman – Ministered as a successful evangelist and lecturer.  She received her ministerial credentials in 1897, and her husband received his in 1903, showing that the church recognized their individual gifts, and also showing that her credentials were not merely because of her husband’s.  S.M. Cobb wrote the conference President later that year that she had “accomplished more in the last two years than any minister in the state.”  She was considered for ordination, but the brethren felt “that a woman could not be properly ordained – just now at least.”

Lorena Florence Faith Plummer – Probably the most notable.  Elected secretary of the Iowa Conference in 1897.  “In 1900, when Clarence Santee was called to California, she became acting conference President.”  From 1913 until her retirement she headed the Sabbath School Department of the General Conference.

By 1878, “at least three women ministers had been licensed to preach.  these were followed by others – more than 31 women who were recognized by the church and licensed to preach between the years 1872 – 1915, the year of Ellen White’s death.”  (Women in Ministry, p. 220).

In fact, in 1881 at the General Conference session a resolution was passed that read:

“Resolved, that females possessing the necessary qualifications to feel that position, may, with perfect propriety, be set apart by ordination to the work of the Christian ministry.”

This was discussed…and referred to the General Conference Committee.  The committee consisting of George Butler, Stephen Haskell, and Uriah Smith, weren’t sure if it were the right time to ordain women.  But the very fact that they were discussing it shows that there was an openness of mind to women being pastors, even though it was in the late 1800’s.

These have been just a few of the women in early Adventism.  It’s very interesting to note also, that after Ellen White’s death, a dramatic decline took place in women’s involvement in ministry and licensing to preach.  In fact, by the 1940’s, they had all but disappeared from conference leadership.  “Part of the reason for this decline was the requirement, voted in 1923, that every department leader should be a soul winner, with previous success in evangelism, and preferably ordained.”  And, as we know, women can do the first two requirements, but as for ordination, that has been on the waiting list since 1881.  Do we really believe the Biblical fact that ordination does not have any magical elements in itself?  Then why are we making such requirements?

This graph shows the rise and fall of women in leadership within the SDA Church

The History of The Pastor 

The only biblical reference for the word “pastor” is found in Ephesians 4:11 where it mentions gifts given to the church, and “pastors” is one of these gifts.  This gift, “pastors”, is put within the same context as that of “teacher”.  Not only that, but it is written in the plural, meaning that there are many who have this gift, not just one superior person.  There is no where in the Bible that supports the practice of a solo pastor heading up the church.  As George Barna and Frank Viola state in their book Pagan Christianity, “So prevailing is the pastor in the minds of most Christians that he is often better known, more highly praised, and more heavily relied upon than Jesus Christ Himself.”  (Pagan Christianity, page 105-106).

So where does this modern-day position of pastor come from, if it wasn’t found in the Biblical model of the early church?  Check out the events and people listed below that show how the rise of the “pastor” came to be:

Man’s Desire for Hierarchy – Since the fall of man in the Garden of Eden, humanity has struggled with the quest to have a hierarchical form of leadership (meaning a human leader from the top down).  Starting with Moses, the people wanted to hear only from him instead of hearing from God for themselves (Exodus 20:19).  God, respecting human choice, granted them their requests, not only in that matter, but with the desire for a king to rule over them instead of being under the leadership of God (1 Samuel 8).  Anytime people would put a human at the helm of where God meant no human to be in control of others, there have always been issues.  Throughout Israel’s history within Bible times, there was always a struggle for humanity to put another human in the place of God, with God always trying to point humanity back to a trust and reliance upon Himself, and not on another human being.

The Early Church – After Jesus came and the early church started up, until the 2nd Century, the church’s leadership was one that comprised of all people using their gifts and talents, under the headship of Jesus Christ.  There were no religious offices to fill.  “Leaders were organic, untitled, and were recognized by their service and spiritual maturity rather than by a title or office.”  The only “titles” present  were “apostles”, also known as church-planters who did not take up residency over the churches they planted;  “elders”, also known as overseers or shepherds; and what later became known as “deacons”, those who helped with tasks of taking care of the needs of people in the community.  In the New Testament church model, there is no hierarchical  structure.  Instead it was a system of horizontal relationships with Christ being the head of all and over all.  (For a more extensive look at leadership within the early church, you can check out this document by Dr. Robert M. Johnston entitled “Leadership in the Early Church During It’s First Hundred Years.”)

Ignatius of Antioch – Ignatius was the first person who began to elevate a few people over the others within churches.  He began by elevating one of the elders in each church above all the other elders.  And then this higher elder was given the name “bishop”.  He wrote extensively about the exaltation and importance of the bishop’s office.  It was Ignatius who presented the ideology that the bishop alone could conduct baptisms, facilitate the Lord’s Supper, approve marriages and preach sermons.  The other elders were seen as helpers to the bishop, with the bishop carrying all power and authority over the others.  Ignatius believed that this type of system, patterned after the political structure of Rome, would help to keep heresy from creeping into the church and would help create church unity.  This type of structure within the church started out small, but by the end of the 3rd Century, it had spread everywhere.  After some time, the bishop was the only one responsible for teaching others about faith, Christianity, etc.  The congregation, which had at one time been active, now was a passive group watching the bishop perform.  This position, “bishop”, was the forerunner of the contemporary pastor.

Clement of Rome – Clement of Rome was the first Christian writer to make a distinction between leaders and non-leaders within the body of believers.  “He was the first to use the word laity to distinguish people from the ministers. Clement argued that the Old Testament order of priests should find fulfillment in the Christian church.” (Pagan Christianity. pg. 113).  By the 3rd Century, the laity were considered second-class, untrained Christians.  As theologian Karl Barth said, “The term ‘laity’ is one of the worst in the vocabulary of religion and ought to be banished from the Christian conversation.” (Ibid. pg. 122).

Tertullian – Tertullian was “the first writer to use the word clergy to refer to a separate class of Christians.”  (Ibid. pg. 113).  (It is interesting to note that the New Testament never uses the words clergy or laity, and “does not support the concept that there are those who do ministry (clergy) and those to whom ministry is done (laity).”  By the 3rd Century the clergy/laity gap was “widened to the point of no return.”  Clergy were seen as the specially trained leaders of the church, while the laity were seen as being “lesser mortals” that did not possess as great of gifts as the clergy.  This false perception led to the “profoundly mistaken idea that there are sacred professions (a call to “the ministry”) and ordinary professions (a call to a worldly vocation).”  (Ibid. pg. 122).  And, as we know, this perception is still alive today.

Cyprian of Carthage – A pagan orator and teacher of rhetoric, converted to Christianity, yet  held onto some of his pagan customs and ideas, and brought back the “Old Testament economy of priests, temples, altars and sacrifices.”   Bishops began to be titled “priests” and sometimes “pastors”.  He even stated that the succession of bishops could be traced back to Peter – thus the term “apostolic succession” came into being.  As a writer, Cyprian refered back to the Old Testament priesthood to justify this practice.  “Like Tertullian and Hippolytus before him, Cyprian used the term sacerdotes to describe the “presbyters” (another name for elders) and bishops.”  (Ibid. pg. 115, 116). Cyprian created the idea of sacerdotalism (the belief that there is a divinely appointed person who must mediate between God and people).

Council of Nicaea – Bishops delegated the responsibility of the Lord’s Supper to the elders, and because this was all they now did, they (the elders) began to be called “priests”.  In many cases, the bishop then came to be regarded as the “high priest”, and even began to forgive sins.  All of these titles and positions began to overshadow the fact of the New Testament’s reality that all believers are priests unto God.  Instead, all believers began to put their eyes upon another human being as their leader, instead of on God.

By the 4th Century – The clergy caste was now dominate.  The bishop at the top, followed by the presbyters (elders), followed by the deacons, and under all of them were the laymen.  “The one-bishop rule became the accepted form of church government through out the Roman Empire.” (Pagan Christianity, pg. 115). By the end of the 4th Century, bishops were even more exalted.  Constantine was the first to give them great privileges – becoming involved in politics – which of course separated them even more from the other church offices and the common man.

Constantine – It was an advantage to be a Christian under Constantine, and even more so a bishop and clergy.  Constantine ordered that the clergy receive fixed annual allowances (“ministerial pay”) and exempted them from paying taxes.  He did many other favors for the clergy, insomuch that many people suddenly felt “called to the ministry” during this time – which then become more of a career than a calling.

5th Century – The concept and practice of the priesthood of all believers was pretty much gone from Christianity at this point.  “Access to God was now controlled by the clergy caste…Eventually, the bishop of Rome was given the most authority of all, and his position finally evolved into the office of the pope.” (Ibid. pg. 118).

The Reformation – After years of being under this Roman organization within the church, the Reformation came about. Many reformers began to bring back the biblical aspect of the New Testament, not only in regards to grace, but also in regards to who and what exactly is a minister.  They (the reformers) “attacked the idea that the priest had special power to convert wine into blood, rejected the idea of apostolic succession, encouraged clergy to marry, revised the liturgy to give the congregation more participation, and abolished the office of the bishop and reduced the priest back to a presbyter.”  (Ibid. pg. 127).  Unfortunately, they hung onto many of the practices that had been handed down to them from all the years of human traditions, and still upheld the one-bishop rule idea, just now putting a different title on it.  The reformers recovered the biblical idea of the priesthood of all believers in regards to salvation and a personal relationship with God, but they did not incorporate this concept ecclesiologically – in other words, how it related to the church  and church offices.  The Reformers held to the belief that ordination (which was also adopted from pagan Rome) was the key to having power in the church and it was the ordained minister who could convey God’s true revelation to the people.

Luther – Luther, one of the Reformers, held to the idea that anyone who preaches needed special training.  Like the Roman Catholics, “the Reformers believed  that only the “ordained minister” could preach, baptize and administer the Lord’s Supper.  As a result, ordination gave the minister a special aura of divine favor that could not be questioned.”  (Ibid. pg. 129).  The only group that opposed this were the Anabaptists, who claimed and practiced that every Christian is a minister and even has a right to stand up and speak in a meeting.  Because of this belief, the Anabaptists received harsh criticism and even in some cases, persecution.

The title “Pastor” – The Reformers did not like using the word “priest” and so they began using the terms “ministers”, “preachers” and “pastors”.   Finally, the term “pastor” came into common use, mostly from the Lutheran Pietists.  And it has stuck ever since.

We can see, after looking at this brief history, that we are still not back to the Biblical roots of what it means to be a minister.  The Reformers started to get back in that direction, but tradition stopped them from going all the way back to the early church model.  It’s interesting to note that the New Testament word for minister is diakonos, which means “servant.” As Russell Burrill says in his book Revolution in the Church, “Ministry is a verb. Ministry describes what church members do, not a segment of the church structure. The ‘consumer church’ attitude of today has turned the clergy into performers — providers of a certain kind of service — and the laos, or people of God, into customers who sit back to be served. This is not biblical. It is sub-Christian. It is the scandal of our time.” (Revolution in the Church, pp. v,vi). “We have taken the word minister and equated it with the pastor, with no scriptural justification whatsoever.”  (Pagan Christianity  pg. 135).  Perhaps it’s time we take up where the Reformers left off and get back to the original place where God is at the rightful Head of His church, and we, as His bride and body, are on equal ground.  We need to get back to the place where the only One lifted up is Jesus Christ.  The way things are right now, it looks a lot like climbing the corporate ladder of success, with so many striving for the upper positions of status – positions that God never intended us to have.

The History of Ordination

There are no Biblical references to the ways we do ordination today.  The only thing that comes close to an ordination service in the Bible is an act known of as “laying on of hands.”  Laying on of hands is only mentioned 26 times in the New Testament, and only involves 3 different circumstances.  The most references speaking of laying-on-of-hands (12 different references), are dealing with acts of healing or blessing others.  The next set of Biblical references dealing with laying-on-of-hands is referring to inviting the gift of the Holy Spirit to fall on a group of believers.  There are only 3 Biblical references that come anything close to ordination in the way we practice it now (Acts 6:6 – the Seven commissioned by the apostles; Acts 13:3 – Paul and Barnabas commissioned by the teachers and prophets at Antioch; and 1 Timothy 5:22 – Paul instructing Timothy to be cautious in commissioning local elders).  These three references are simply referring to a person or persons who are being endorsed to work for God, yet there is nothing magical that happens at this laying-on-of-hands ceremony, only an acknowledgment to what God is already doing and will do.  We see that this Biblical act of “laying-on-of-hands” is an empowering and affirming ceremony, but in no way does it usher in or commence a hierarchical form of leadership and status.

So where did the practice of ordination come from?  As we’ve seen from the history of where the title and position of the pastor came from, the concept of ordination has very similar roots.  The very first ordination service on historical records can be dated back to the 3rd Century.  The historical description of the service shows a 3-fold ordination.  This 3-fold ordination consisted of 3 separate ordination services and rites to 3 separate church offices:  the bishop, the presbyter (elder), and the deacon.  History also shows us where this idea came from.

This concept of ordination, especially the 3-fold ordination, was a practice within the political Roman Empire at the time.  Tertullian, who wanted to bridge the gap between the pagan society and Christianity, took this practice of ordination that existed within the political Roman Empire.  He then introduced it into the Christian church, and therefore began to create a caste system within the church that mimicked that of the political Ancient Roman Empire.  “The term “ordination” comes from the Latin ordinare, “to put in ordo,” with ordo meaning “row, rank, or order.” In ancient Rome, ordo referred to a category of people, as in the “order of senators,” distinguished from the plebe” (or common people).  (Ordination in the New Testament? by Nancy Vyhmeister, Ministry Magazine, May 2002).  In Rome you were either born into this system, or you could be, by ceremony, placed into the higher status or rank.  The 3-fold organization among the Romans consisted of ordo into 3 different tiers.  The first tier, or the top office of ordination, was given to the highest class of citizens/senators and was known as “senatorial”;  the second tier, or middle office of ordination, was given to the class of knights and was known as “equestrian”; and the third tier, or last office of ordination, was given to a class of the common people and was known as “plebs”.

Cyprian and Ignatius also joined the bandwagon and helped to take this Roman model of hierarchy and introduce it into the rising Christian church, all with the intent to  make the church more organized and united.   As this model of ordination was adopted into the Christian church, this is what it looked like:  the 1st tier (or top position) consisted of bishops/pastors; the 2nd tier (or middle position) consisted of presbytors/elders; and the 3rd tier (or low position) consisted of deacons/common people.  This practice within the church at the time separated the bishop from the common people.  There were also other distinctions such as their clothing was now different to denote their higher position, and this rite of ordination was seen as being universal – meaning they would always be ordained for all time and wherever they went – once they were ordained, they would always be ordained.  Not only that, but only the ordained bishop had the “authority” to ordain others.  All of these separations and distinctions were not in accordance with Scripture at all, but rather mimicked the hierarchy of the Roman Empire.

It’s interesting to see the similarities of ordination in our church today and how we are still tied in many ways to the traditional Roman practices of ordination – practices that are not Biblical.  For instance, how long does it take for an ordination service of deacons and elders to take place?  Not long at all – usually it is a vote by raising of hands by the congregation, showing their agreement of certain individuals to fill that specific office.  That is then followed by an informal laying-on-of-hands ceremony that is conducted during the church service to show affirmation of their gifts.  But it is not at all this way when it comes to the ordination of a pastor.

There is a process that one must go through to be ordained as a pastor.  It differs between denominations.  Within the Adventist denomination it can look something like this:  Be in ministry for 2 or more years and preferably be educated beyond just a Batchelor’s degree – preferably a Master’s Degree in ministry such as an MDiv, etc.  During the ordination service itself we also see some of the ancient Roman ties of ordination showing up.  An ordination service for a pastor is usually a separate service, not just an informal laying-on-of-hands that takes place with elders and deacons in a regular church service.  Only those who have been ordained can ordain (by laying-on-of-hands) the candidate at the service – once again, we see the ties to the Roman tradition and not a Biblical position for this.  After the ordination takes place, we also see a differentiation between the ordained and the unordained.  The ordained minister now has the title of “Elder” instead of “Pastor” and there is a slight pay increase.  In fact, many who are being interviewed for ordination, express a need to take care of their families with the pay increase that will come with being an ordained minister.  Not only that, but there are other responsibilities that an ordained minister can partake of that others cannot, such as organize and unite churches as well as act as conference Presidents. (see The Seventh-day Adventist Church Manual).  Seeing all this, we must ask ourselves:  if we are “Bible-believing Christians”, why are we mimicking the ceremonious ranking of ancient Rome and participating in a practice that is not biblical at all?

Equality of All Believers

In closing, perhaps the reason we are having this debate in our church is because we are all, both men and women, participating in something that was never even ordained (no pun intended) of God.  God is the only One Who is the Head.  He never meant or intended His church to be one of human hierarchy.  We all are ordained and commissioned of God already! (Matthew 28:18-20; Jeremiah 1:5).  We don’t need a human being to say it to make it a reality.  In fact, every single human being is already ordained for a divine mission and calling for this time in earth’s history. (Esther 4:14).  No gift or mission is better than the others.  We all are equal, regardless of gender, race, title, job, education, culture, economics, etc.  Perhaps the real reason why this debate is happening is because of the equality issue that man-made ordination has created.  Perhaps it’s time to take ordination completely off the table, and return to the Biblical model of Christ being the head of the church, and all of us, both men and women, being equal under Him.  Perhaps it’s time to return to the biblical model of “laying-on-of-hands” that brings blessing, healing, a prayer for the Holy Spirit, and affirmation – a model that recognizes our individual gifts, but also keeps Christ as the Head of His church, and not a human being.

After this person told me I was going to hell, it made me realize, once again, that we have adopted so many man-made traditions and have assumed that these traditions are actually from God.  When, in reality, He never set up a human hierarchy to be in the church.  He is the Head, and has called and ordained all of us.  It is His Spirit alone that enables us to do anything beyond ourselves.  (Acts 1:8).  I have been ordained already, and so have you.  My title does not define me.  Even if I were not a “pastor”, I would still be and do what I am – because I have been created for such a time as this – and so have you.  Nothing can ever change that, except my own personal choice.  I do not believe in a God Who will send someone to hell because they witness for Him but, alas, they have a different set of genitalia than the majority.  Seriously?  C’mon – I think we all know God is bigger than that.  Jesus was radical.  Perhaps it’s time we did something radical and laid aside our need, both men and women, for ordination and actually took Jesus at His Word – that He is the Head of His church and we all have been called to be His body to a world in need.   Perhaps then every member would be empowered to be the minister that God already ordained them to be, and we would see LOVE actually embodied on this tiny planet we call Earth.

(To hear a more in-depth explanation of the history of ordination, you can check out this video by Dr. Darius Jankiewicz:)

Sources, Books and Articles:

Women in Ministry: Biblical and Historical Perspectives, by Special Committee, SDA Theological Seminary &  Nancy Vyhmeister

Pagan Christianity?: Exploring the Roots of our Church Practices, by George Barna & Frank Viola

Revolution in the Church, by Russell Burrill

Ordination in the New Testament? by Nancy Vyhmeister, Ministry Magazine, May 2002

The Seventh-day Adventist Church ManualGeneral Conference of Seventh-day Adventists

SACRAMENTAL THEOLOGY AND ECCLESIASTICAL AUTHORITY, by Darius Jankiewicz

Leadership in the Church During It’s First Hundred Years, by Robert M. Johnston